Tag Archives: mental health

Dinner Time!

So a thing happened. I made dinner by myself tonight. I went the store yesterday with a grocery list for dinners I planned out. And then I actually made the dinner. I remember telling my old therapist (which means I’m … Continue reading

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Things and stuff

No one has ever asked me if I was married. Except this week. Four people asked me in two days. And no, they were not eligible guys. When I say no there is this awkward silence. My therapist poked all … Continue reading

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Too much.

I get the feeling that there is going to be a lot of me posting in the near future. Over the past two days my brain is picking up speed, and everything I normally use to cope with it isn’t … Continue reading

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Not now. Please.

I got home from work today and couldn’t sit still. I wanted to do anything and everything. Did I do anything productive? No. I still have a piles of laundry and a counter full of dishes, but my mind was … Continue reading

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Mania=sandwiches

I’ve started to notice drug ads for bipolar on tv. They don’t always get it…quite right. The one I just saw made me giggle a little. The med is supposed to treat bipolar I mania. They show this blond haired, … Continue reading

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Trapped.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Actually, I’ll probably keep saying it until I figure out how to deal with it. I feel trapped. Especially in my job. But it’s so much more than that. It’s one … Continue reading

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Stress

I’ve probably mentioned this 1001 times but… This stress is killing me. I’m staying up late and take naps during the day so I stay up even later and…..you get the picture. My sleep is jacked up. When I’m not … Continue reading

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New is good.

I loved my old therapist. I didn’t know my old psychiatrist was bad. But as I sat in my new psychiatrist’s office this morning I realized something. I feel safe in this new practice. I was able to switch people … Continue reading

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Hope.

I don’t have long to write…I have to get ready for work. But I wanted to throw this out there. I saw my therapist yesterday. Miserable, hopeless, and dreading work. I’m still miserable and dreading work, but there is a … Continue reading

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The Crash

I’m watching a spectacular crash that is out of my control. It’s ugly. It’s slowly chipping away at my life. It sounds dramatic, but I’m starting to realize that it’s true. I have to psych myself up to shower and … Continue reading

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