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Med change #7545

I’m two weeks into a med change. Pros: I’m not constantly irritable. I don’t hate life, I don’t hate my job, and everything isn’t getting on my nerves any more. My memory has improved. I can hold things in my … Continue reading

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Side effects.

Over the past several months I’ve been bitter.  It’s been a gradual thing, and something that I never really spoke of to my therapist.  Over the last month or so the bitterness started to turn into anger. Still, I didn’t … Continue reading

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Ugh.

Well kids, what have we learned in the past 24 hours? That I can make bad, bad decisions. As I mentioned before, I decided that I didn’t want to take my medication. So I didn’t.  For two days. Last night … Continue reading

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And so the saga continues…

I’ve written before about not taking meds.  Here and Here. If you haven’t read them yet, go do that. I never realized taking pills could be so damn hard. To say I don’t want to is an understatement.  I know … Continue reading

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To take or not to take

I’m doing that thing you aren’t supposed to do.  Skip meds.  Some of them anyways.  The one I like the least.  Why?  I’m blaming all of my miserable-ness on it.  I know that’s probably not true but I’m still taking … Continue reading

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Non-compliance

I’m smart.  I follow directions like a good little girl.  I’m so on top of things sometimes its annoying.  I’m early to everything. I take my pills and I go to therapy.  In general, I’m what you’d call “compliant”. Except … Continue reading

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Creativity

I told a friend the other day that it feels like something sucked the creativity right out of me. It’s subtle, but it happened. It’s also hard to explain.  I lost that spark I used to have about creating something. … Continue reading

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You mean this isn’t normal?

A while ago (54 days if you are counting)  I downloaded this app on my phone. It lets me track my mood.  My phone beeps at me 3 times a day, I swipe to unlock the phone, the app pops … Continue reading

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Drama Queen

I’ve always hated drama queens.  I hate it when people have dramatic, shocked reactions to things I think aren’t a big deal. I used to pride myself in being calm and collected about everything. Hah.  That’s funny. Self-revelation #23523: I … Continue reading

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Back to the drawing board

Well, it happened.  My insurance won’t pay for my medicine.  I received three phone calls in the space of 20 minutes telling me I was denied.  For the 3rd time. Part of me is frustrated…I just want to be on … Continue reading

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