Tag Archives: bipolar

Perks?

I discovered there has been one perk to my hypomanic/mixed episode adventure this summer.  Well I don’t know if perk is the right word, but something positive came out of it. In the midst of my obsessive craftiness this summer … Continue reading

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Things I learned in partial….

This was probably the most necessary thing I’ve ever done in my life. Structure Where to draw the line that tells me I should go to the hospital. Validation Put the work in and say what you need to say. … Continue reading

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So this happened…

Yesterday was a very, very, very bad day mental health day. Thankfully I had therapy. He took me back to his office, and in usual fashion, as soon as I said I wasn’t doing so well, he wasted no time … Continue reading

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Frustrated with the system

I am neither running down the street naked nor am I trying to throw myself off a bridge. So I’m “fine.” I’ve went from suicidal depression to extreme craftiness and hyperfixation, but since I was able to sell what I … Continue reading

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And it gets more complicated…

Yesterday morning I almost passed out. I all but lost consciousness. If my mom hadn’t been there I would have been out. Didn’t know where I was, couldn’t hear, couldn’t walk or stand. I was on the floor. Went to … Continue reading

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How I know my brain is falling apart on me. Again.

I feel scattered. All I can do is talk about myself. I can’t remember anything. I’m choosing not to do things that need done. It’s a struggle to focus on other people. I turn into a complete and total slacker. … Continue reading

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Journaling

And I’m not talking on here. I mean stream of consciousness pen to paper word vomit that you don’t read until two days later and all you can think is “Holy shit! Is that really what happens in my brain?” … Continue reading

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Humph

Let’s put this simply. I’ve been depressed for the last I don’t know how many months. A year maybe? I have no idea. Until this week. I’m cooking. I’m cleaning. I’m socializing. All those normal human things. But I’m also … Continue reading

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20 questions

I feel like my posts have become judgmental, impulsive and bitter. So I’m trying something a little different. What’s the toughest decision you made today? Seeing that it’s only 9am, I’ll go with yesterday. Attempting to not be bitter about … Continue reading

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Dinner Time!

So a thing happened. I made dinner by myself tonight. I went the store yesterday with a grocery list for dinners I planned out. And then I actually made the dinner. I remember telling my old therapist (which means I’m … Continue reading

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