Monthly Archives: January 2018

This isn’t supposed to be how it works

Two days ago I called my therapist and left a message saying I wanted to talk to her about something. Namely that I don’t want to see her anymore. She called me back this morning, and the conversation went a … Continue reading

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Reality-check

I texted the Crisis Text Line last night. No, I wasn’t suicidal…I had my reasons and no, I’m not going to tell you. But it helped. It also told me something. I can’t wait to switch therapists. It may not … Continue reading

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Turning 30

I turn 30 this week. I never thought turning 30 would feel like a big deal, but it does. Not in the sense that I’m suddenly old, but in the sense I get to start over. It’s like New Years. … Continue reading

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Yoga

That’s what my therapist wants me to do. She tells me about how she exercises even though it’s not her favorite thing and then feels fabulous. She tells me I need a project. I already have one, I say. Apparently … Continue reading

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Reality

I feel like I’m in high school again. Not in the sense of drama (thank God), but in the actual way I feel. The majority of the time that I was in high school, I danced on that fine line … Continue reading

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