Tired

I’m tired.  I am so, so tired.  Of all of this.  I’m tired of being sick.  I’m tired of monitoring my moods.

But most of all, I’m tired of feeling like I’m failing.  I can’t keep up.  The feeling of not being good enough is so pervasive and convincing. You can’t argue with reality, and I can’t deal with this anymore.

I’m done.

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3 Responses to Tired

  1. letyouin says:

    I think what sucks the most is that it’s not really in our control. One unexpected trigger could be what pushed us over the edge and send us into another episode. But stay strong! It sucks right now, but eventually it’ll get better. It’s what I tell myself whenever I get tired of everything.

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