Monthly Archives: December 2016

The power of words

I have friends staying with me over the next few days.  They live out of state so I don’t see them all too often. My goodness does it feel good to have people you have things in common with around. … Continue reading

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Big things that are heavy

“If and when things get bad again, you’ll know what to do.” If and when. That’s what my therapist said when I described that continual state of fear that I’ll wake up one morning and be sick again. If and … Continue reading

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A year ago…

I was sick.  I was so, so sick. A change in medication a few weeks prior turned me into a rapid cycling, anxious mess. It was the beginning of the 3 months or so where lived in a continual panic attack … Continue reading

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Break

I never used my vacation days this year so I tacked them on to my Christmas break and ended up with two and a half weeks off. Initially, I almost wished I hadn’t done that.  Unstructured time off can be … Continue reading

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Things to do while on hold.

Catch up on the internet. Make lunch for next day. Putz around on the internet some more. Paint fingernails. Slowly. Putz around on internet some more and try not to screw up the nails. Think about continuing to decorate the … Continue reading

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Not as fine as I thought

“I think I want to take a hiatus on therapy.” That’s what I told my friend the other night. I saw no reason for me to continue–as far as I was concerned I had my shit under control. Yesterday, I … Continue reading

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